The pendant that The Boy gave me four years ago and that I wear 24/7, 365 days a year except on job interviews, even while sleeping and showering- broke. It gives me anxiety to take it off and now it’s broken beyond repair- like, the metal of the chain wore against the loop on the pendant itself for so long, it acted like a little saw and now there’s no way to hang it anymore.

It literally happened while I was facetiming him and he was super sweet and sent me a new one that very minute, even adjusting according to my updated interests, but I’m just very high strung and anxious about this right now and I know it’ll even take me time to get used to the new one.