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So I’m sitting on the floor of the hallway outside The Boy’s apartment…and have been for more than thirty minutes. According to our texting app he hasn’t checked his phone, which I know is because he really needs some distraction time and is playing GTA, but…..I can’t skip my night meds, and when I left to hit my place to get pajamas, I left my backpack (and all my pills) in his room…

So here I sit blogging hamsters. He’ll check his phone before he sleeps….in a few hours.

This is punishment for not working on my Italian memorization, isn’t it?

Reasons to date a witch

I offered to fix The Boy’s necklace so the knots slid and were adjustable, and he told me that one of the reasons he was attracted to me was because of my practical skills and general capability to fend for myself, but he hadn’t wanted to say it because it sounded too much like something an evolutionary biologist would say, but when he said it, I felt so valuable

Don’t ever let you tell you practical skills aren’t sexy.

Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then there are those remarkably rare, addictive ones who just bring out the most. Of everything. They make you feel so alive that you’d follow them straight into hell, just to keep getting your fix

Karen Marie Moning
(via doll)

UGH this is so fucking complicated. The Boy is Catholic. I am a pagan. However, I was baptized Episcopalian(?), so am I still considered part of the church, and therefore if we got married it would be considered sacramental? Or because I am currently a polytheist, it would be a marriage with disparity of cult?

Supposedly, if we go through some sort of rigorous testing process and get permission from the local bishop, a marriage would be valid in the eyes of the church without me having to convert, but it would be considered non sacramental. Basically we’d be allowed but God, Jesus, and the pope would frown upon us for the rest of our lives. And the intricate policies of the church aside, he’s from one of those huge, extended, very religious catholic families. Would he be able to stand in front of his family with a non-Christian wife without rebuke? I doubt it.

Like, it won’t likely happen for years, but that’s my end game, and I’m literally so fucked up thinking about the future right now, especially when I know I can’t count on anything. My lungs feel like a balloon waiting to pop

I looooooove animals. Except I’m allergic to your major three pets: Dogs, cats, and birds. I recently had a bad allergic reaction to a king charles spaniel that has had me sick since saturday night. Yesterday, in my stuffy nose voice, I was describing how cute the dog was and the little snoot he had to one of my friends and The Boy is just like “See what I have to deal with?”

“But….but I love them so much.”

“I know, Sweetie”