As a manager I’m not supposed to be on the checkstand, but I do get called up as a last resort when the line is too full; today though, I was so out of it that instead of asking the woman who’s stuff I was scanning “and are you a rewards member with us?” I said “Are you a rewards member with me?” and at that moment, death could not come swiftly enough

I always pray to Apollo before blood draws for a quick and easy go because I have hard veins to find and sometimes I leave with no fewer than three holes in each arm- so I owed an offering. I’m 98% sure I fucked said offering up last night, and less than 24hrs later, in the middle of my shift at work, I come down with a cold/flu and am now losing my voice.

*to the tune of maybelline*

Maybe it’s coincidence…maybe I fucked up~

Me: Oh my gosh i have so much time, I think I’ll treat myself and turn in early.

I look over at the clock and it’s 1am

We were discussing how to get over artist’s block in seminar today and

Steph: What about you, Tess?
Me: I drink

And I didn’t get into Alfred.
Three schools down, three to go

I fucked up so bad

So I’m sort of in shock and sick and my parents are probably going to kill me. I thought that I had applied to Syracuse. I submitted my portfolio. I paid a huge fee. But my main application somehow is magically not only incomplete, but vastly empty and not only does this suck because somehow I massively fucked up, and am down another school, I had no idea where that huge fee went or to who????

So I’m sort of just…

I literally cannot deal with this right now and I don’t know what to do.

Currently living in a fantasy world in which I do not have an Italian test tomorrow and I do know everything about reciprocal verbs yes sirree

Story time!

So today I’m biking to go so Valentine’s day prep stuff; I’m still on campus, I make a turn around a fountain without incident and continue into the flat sidewalk where my bike tire catches on /something/ and it skids sideways.
My purse goes flying out of the basket, /I/ go flying forward off the bike- my aikido training kicks in, I land on my shoulder in a forward roll, and I do a barrel roll unharmed across the grass.

Mind you, all of this in front of a crowd because people are between classes. I dust myself off, gather my shit, get back on, and bike away as if nothing had happened

Things I have done today:

Had so much salad
organized my to-do list by priority
went through about forty mood swings
had a bath
talked to my dad on the phone
cried
taken a nap

Things I have not done today:

Anything on my to-do list

Bed, before and after
Honestly I use it as a second work space.

EVERY FLAT SURFACE IS A WORK SPACE