I have no idea where I will be in six months, and because I literally will have no stability in my life for the next few years or more, I’m looking at temp agencies right now…In an attempt to keep my spirits up I keep thinking to myself Donna worked as a temp and she was important but that literally just makes me start to cry because aren’t I just a silly little girl?

I didn’t get into my safety school. They reinstated my application and denied me in the same day. I cried in public when I found out

I’m down to three schools, all on the other side of the country. I hate Ohio so much, but I’d be so beyond fucking grateful to get into Ohio State right now. I also didn’t get in to the summer art internship program, so unless I can find another job, I’m also going back to Ohio for the summer

I continue to massively disappoint

EDIT:

They reinstated me this morning, but the date on their rejection letter (that they emailed to me also this morning) is yesterday??? What the fuck is this what the fuck what the fuck I can’t handle this stress

EDIT EDIT:

While there was massive clerical error on the universities part, the art department rejected me independently of the university. So. That’s that.

My safety school withdrew my application

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

I want to be positive and say that this has no bearing on my worth but it totally affects my self worth, and that’s shit right now

The guy who bid on my drawing tablet on ebay canceled his order

Fuck….That’s what I get for counting my chickens before they hatched. Can I get a break please?

My pathway essay that I haven’t started is due day after tomorrow (required for graduation), meanwhile I’m sitting here having an existential crisis and re-evaluating my entire life and choices

That moment when you’ve put together a complete inventory of your kitchen and realize you need to start considering the jello shots you made yesterday to be food

So my grad school phone interview is in a few hours

And I keep thinking to myself, how am I this old

I miss my hamster

Dear Deadlines, consider this: A sudden surge of inspiration for every creative project BUT what I’m supposed to be doing

Tbh if you don’t have my snapchat you’re missing out on mostly me making weird faces