So I’m sort of in shock and sick and my parents are probably going to kill me. I thought that I had applied to Syracuse. I submitted my portfolio. I paid a huge fee. But my main application somehow is magically not only incomplete, but vastly empty and not only does this suck because somehow I massively fucked up, and am down another school, I had no idea where that huge fee went or to who????

So I’m sort of just…

I literally cannot deal with this right now and I don’t know what to do.