Thanks to Hermes for safe travel and especially for the bottle of wine in my luggage NOT exploding all over my clothes and stuff.

Decided to use the Lyft money I saved tonight by getting a ride with a co-worker on a Lyft to Denny’s. Its 3:30am, but i put on makeup and something like an outfit because I had to do something for myself. And nobody in my area does delivery past 2am.

The lemonade is definitely powdered, they’re understaffed even for late night, and time is beginning to morph into a living creature that is not on my side

I have made a mistake

Decided to use the Lyft money I saved tonight by getting a ride with a co-worker on a Lyft to Denny’s. Its 3:30am, but i put on makeup and something like an outfit because I had to do something for myself. And nobody in my area does delivery past 2am.

I’m afraid I’m beginning to fall into the same Small Pond Big Fish syndrome that got me too cocky and fucked me over the first time I applied for grad school

Has anyone seen Seafret’s music video starring Maisie Williams, because it is straight up my favorite thing and I only wish I could be half as charming as she is

(Source: https://www.youtube.com/)

So at work we have these big 35lb grain sacks, which don’t sound too heavy, but are bulky and take some effort to manuever. In an effort to save time I grab two at once, one over my shoulder and one on my hip and as I’m coming out of the back carrying these huge kernel sacks like some buff Demeter, my eyes lock with this other manager, Todd’s – and I saw fear fill his eyes and it fed me

The most used phrase that I say in my head at work lately is “You can miss me with that shit”

And there’s a reason for that

Anxious

The pendant that The Boy gave me four years ago and that I wear 24/7, 365 days a year except on job interviews, even while sleeping and showering- broke. It gives me anxiety to take it off and now it’s broken beyond repair- like, the metal of the chain wore against the loop on the pendant itself for so long, it acted like a little saw and now there’s no way to hang it anymore.

It literally happened while I was facetiming him and he was super sweet and sent me a new one that very minute, even adjusting according to my updated interests, but I’m just very high strung and anxious about this right now and I know it’ll even take me time to get used to the new one.

I had a dream that I found two huge Raven’s feathers, cojoined

Of course my fucking dumb ass would get excited about possibly applying to a
Classical/Mediterranean Archaeology

PHD program and not realize I’d have to take language courses