Cute

The Boy comes to me saying that down the dorm stairs,someone has put a candle on each step going down. The top one was lit, and someone had scrawled “JR” by it. His first thought was that I had done it, but I wouldn’t subject the building to such an obvious fire hazard….

But…though…what a cute little puzzle for me to solve

So I met with my professor about my independent study next quarter, and he wants me to focus on the figure- which isn’t what I wanted entirely- but it’s the two credits that I need and I only have to do three paintings praise hallelujah

I fucked up so bad

So I’m sort of in shock and sick and my parents are probably going to kill me. I thought that I had applied to Syracuse. I submitted my portfolio. I paid a huge fee. But my main application somehow is magically not only incomplete, but vastly empty and not only does this suck because somehow I massively fucked up, and am down another school, I had no idea where that huge fee went or to who????

So I’m sort of just…

I literally cannot deal with this right now and I don’t know what to do.