I didn’t get into my safety school. They reinstated my application and denied me in the same day. I cried in public when I found out

I’m down to three schools, all on the other side of the country. I hate Ohio so much, but I’d be so beyond fucking grateful to get into Ohio State right now. I also didn’t get in to the summer art internship program, so unless I can find another job, I’m also going back to Ohio for the summer

I continue to massively disappoint

EDIT:

They reinstated me this morning, but the date on their rejection letter (that they emailed to me also this morning) is yesterday??? What the fuck is this what the fuck what the fuck I can’t handle this stress

EDIT EDIT:

While there was massive clerical error on the universities part, the art department rejected me independently of the university. So. That’s that.

I had my first senior show meeting just now – it looks like I won’t have to strong-arm anybody, so that will be nice! Go team

Funnily enough we all had huge pieces on anxiety, so I suggested we name the show “*internal screaming*”

The signs as things that have happened to me in college

Aries: Ran across the quad with my six foot something friend clinging to my back like a giant leggy spider

Taurus: Gotten out of an oral exam and yelled “IT’S NOT THAT BAD“ to the waiting crowd of students before the door had gotten a chance to shut.

Gemini: Brought cocktails into exams

Cancer: Gotten stranded at the airport in San Francisco with my cell battery at 2am and cried

Leo: Gotten naked in the art building

Virgo: Accidentally dropped my laptop from the top of a bunk bed onto the floor and had it survive

Libra: Attempted to form a coven of witches at a Catholic university

Scorpio: Brought home a hubcap in my luggage from orientation

Sagittarius: Brought friends alcohol while they were studying in the library

Capricorn: Discovered that I can speak Italian when drunk, but not sober

Aquarius: Broke a five pound chocolate bar with my head, karate style

Pisces: Taken a massive dive into the cafeteria fountain in the beginning of winter