The ceramics department at Syracuse is still making their decisions. One more school left, guys. ONE MORE FUCKING SCHOOL I’VE BEEN HOLDING MY BREATH SINCE FEBRUARY LET ME MAKE IT PLEASE

I’m actually feeling really vicious right now and I have nowhere to direct it

So I called Ohio State to get a timeline on their decisions

Apparently they tell everyone who got in, in March. The rest of us assholes have to wait until mid april to know that we’ve been rejected. What a fucking shitty way to find out.

I only have one more grad school I’m holding on for. It’s looking like I have to scramble for a job and a place to live while I get my next state “assignment” (am I in California, am I in New York, and I in Ohio??) and start getting through the tests to get my teaching certification.

I have no chill

I’m actually having a lot of upset emotions about a lot of things today and I, like a rational adult, have written upset poetry about it

I’m upset and I want mac and cheese

Congratulations, self, you have completed half of your work for today

GET THE FUCK OFF TUMBLR AND FINISH THE REST OF IT

I think it’s very important to remember that I am very cute and you should pay attention to me

Whenever I’m walking anywhere with The Boy and we stop at a crosswalk, I always lift my leg really high and press the button with my toes so he can see how long and toned my legs are

My painting isn’t going the way I’d like it to

Me: I LONG FOR THE SWEET RELEASE OF DEATH
Me, half an hour later: ok she has eyebrows now but I STILL LONG FOR THE SWEET RELEASE OF DEATH