Every Halloween since college I’ve been sick

Me: My mental health is going so well!

Me, sobbing five minutes later: oH nO

Anybody got any audiobook suggestions? Hopefully of things I can find on Hoopla. I’m slowly going broke buying the Harry Potter books from audible, and I need to listen to something while I work

thecarvingwitch:

The studio needs a couch so I can nap without going back to my dorm.

psych, I ordered a cot, a memory foam pillow, a big fluffy blanket, and some eye masks for sleeping. Make your own life happen

I colored my eyebrows with the same sparkly gold Mac liquid eye shadow that I used as liner and then sprayed my whole face with a sparkly rose setting spray and put some mascara on and let me tell you I am wearing athletic shorts and a tank top but I feel so effortlessly pretty

Thoughts during tea

I need more chai latte mix. This stuff is delicious
I want to get a giant dog to keep me company, but it’d be hard to find residencies that accept dogs. Basically I’m deathly lonely already so I really want something to love/love me, and there’s this Huge fluffy golden retriever named Bodie that’s around campus and he LOVES ME SO MUCH. But residencies…a nomadic lifestyle isn’t easy with pets. Maybe I should just start walking people’s dogs. Or when I’ve gotten a car I can volunteer at a shelter.
You know how sometimes you can have stress dreams about being at work? I’m having dreams about loading kilns and you know what, I’m not even mad. This is what I do, man. It’s what I’ve fought for and dreamed about and I’m in a weird place with it right now, but if I made it this far….
I’ve been pretty distracted and unsatisfied about how much I’m able to get done, so I’ve decided to start keeping a list of the things that I have accomplished that day to both motivate myself and be like “yeah look you did stuff today you weren’t totally useless”
I’m quitting smoking for a little while, and it’s made me forget about food and be slightly grumpy/it’s hard to fall asleep. I’m an adult though, I’ll make it through. I’m still allowing myself my vape, but it’s not the same, you know?
I ordered shelving for my studio and I might get some plants. I also have a camp cot and some bed stuff coming, so I can take naps in the studio. I’ve got pieces and shit all over the floor and reference pictures and glaze recipes all over the walls, but It’ll be homey in short order
I want to get a tattoo, but I know that it would upset my boyfriend, and I don’t need to be dropping money on something that stupid. Plus, I wanted to get one with my best friend and I’m not going to see her until she gets married next year
I haven’t seen my best friend since literally undergrad?? That’s like…three years?? @late-nite-milkncookies We haven’t seen eachother in three years?? is that even right???

I just wanna write queer fiction and make little clay monsters, like I dunno guys

When you need to charge your phone but you only have one charger in your backpack and it’s currently plugged into your vape

Choices were made

The studio needs a couch so I can nap without going back to my dorm.

So my computer suddenly won’t boot anymore

RIP literally everything I had on there, including all my writing, games, and pictures