I need a new boy name. My old one got ruined because I lived with someone who had it and he was sort of okay but I want a new one now….

In honor of the Halloween. Bless Snapchat for technically providing spoonie costumes. Also, I was setting the dental putty in my custom fangs tonight and my mom caught me and laughed for a good five minutes

We had a straight up fucking nazi/klansmember complete with tattoos and a jacket with symbols and patches depicting the whole men in white hoods attacking black people- in our store yesterday, first lurking and trying to steal- and then when he came through checkout I was racing against the clock trying to manipulate the line in a particular way so our ONLY black cashier didn’t have to deal with him.

The girl who ended up cashing him out was sixteen and had no fucking clue, but I and the other girl knew what the fuck was up. My higher manager had her eye on him because he was being sketch but was like “I thought it was a costume”. Really, we’re in the middle of small town Kentucky, and the dude not only has the balls the step out of the house looking like that, his tattoos are faded and most definitely real.

What the fuck

For the last few days I’ve been having people submit the same music video to my inbox on two of my blogs, at least seven times. Not interested in whatever new spam this is, fucking stop

Punk isn’t dead, it rose after three days

That trust fall thing that dogs do where they lean themselves against your leg while you’re petting them, reblog if you agree

People were nice to me today at work and I don’t understand but thank you so much

I can’t tell if my meds are just working well or if I’m just becoming battle hardened because I had a lady straight up screaming at me today and I was like “Whatever Becky, go piss your diaper somewhere else”

I got a grownass woman to lick a lamp at work today

so since I missed national coming out day

If you follow me y’all should already know that boy, girls, rainbow swirls, I’m queer af, but I’m also genderfluid.

I didn’t want to say anything on coming out day, so I missed the big shebang…I think mostly because I didn’t think it affected my life that much because I have no desire to go on hormones/transition physically [it wouldn’t make sense to go through expensive medical headaches only to adhere to a binary?]. And honestly because I’m not trans and I’ve presented as a female as expected my whole life, I don’t feel valid….which is something I’m working on.
My best friend and The Boy know. I thought about it and while it’s not visible it does affect my life, just in mental and social ways that are mostly honestly my problem, so I don’t think I’ll tell my parents. They’ll do the thing they do with their eyebrows, and then completely misunderstand the situation and be assholes about it, and then we’ll fight, and it’ll be just another thing that’s shitty between us.

so thats it. happy late coming out day. I doubt anyone will see this post, since it’s 2am here, and maybe i did that on purpose, but don’t worry about pronouns- they’re not that big a deal for me personally, and while I would answer to any set really, the feminine she/her/hers or neutral they are still ace.