@staff I’ve deleted a number of posts on 5/4/12, between the hours of about ten and midnight- possibly as late as one am. Can you assist me in recovery the posts somehow?

So my new job is exhausting and I hate it 🙂

The spasm in my back has gotten worse/bigger and is now trying to pry one or two of my ribs out of place. I’m dropping some money on a massage tomorrow after my job interview because it’s technically cheaper than missing another day of work, but if that doesn’t help, I’m going to have to go to the doctor….I need this new job so bad

My hands feel dirty all the time

I’M STUCK I’M FUCKING STUCK

Currently living in a fantasy world in which I do not have an Italian test tomorrow and I do know everything about reciprocal verbs yes sirree

bangs head on wall

I’m seeing cute babies everywhere and my hormones are eating me alive body please stop I do not want

I want to take a bucket of black paint and paint sigils as tall as me all over my walls

I’m super exhausted but The Boy is gone for the weekend and my brain thinks it has to wait for him to come to bed before I can sleep so I have to manually fight it for like two nights until he gets back

Two days before I fly back home

and I’m in so much pain rn. I woke up with that sore little tickle in my throat that said I had allergies, and somehow it’s progressed to full blown head pain, throat pain, losing your voice hell