
Audra Auclair
“hey karli did you ever make any more of those weird motivational animals?”
well friend

on being raised on fairy tales in which you are the monster // a. m. h.
hey hey if you like this poem, an edited version is part of this collection of poems on the same theme

Why do we hunger so for vicious things?

“He understands but cannot articulate that these boys embody the qualities of manhood that he can never possess, nor pretend to. Boys remind him of what he was and what he can never be again, remind him of how even the animal in him has diminished.”
– Steven Sherrill “Minotaur Takes a Cigarette Break”
ppl: maleficent was a mediocre movie
me: maleficent showed a female trauma survivor healing through her affection and familial bond with another woman also a dragon was involved Fuck You
I had a very David Lynch-inspired dream… I was offered a cup of coffee by A Mysterious Entity that I remember nothing about, and was pleasantly surprised by the flavor.
“Funny,” I said. “I don’t usually drink my coffee black, but this isn’t bad.”
The Entity began to laugh. “That’s not coffee you’re drinking,” it said, darkly.
I paused with the mug to my lips as horror slowly dawned on me. Then something inside my head shrugged, said ‘fuck it’, and tipped the mug back. I did not blink or break eye contact with The Entity as I slowly chugged whatever nightmarish substance it had given me.
There was an awkward silence, and The Entity cleared its throat uncomfortably.
#when the eldritch fucks with you you fuck with it right back
don’t let anyone dehumanize you
dehumanize yourself
be the creeping eldrich horror you have always longed to be; rain furious vengeance down upon those who would unmake you